life has always moved and changed drastically for me. nothing in my life has ever been steady slow or predictable. so i always have tried to be steady, cautious and predictable so that things didn't start spinning out of control. for the first time in a long time i feel like i am at a place where i can start to be more "free" with my time and my choices. i feel like i have an amazing support system now, if things start to spin out of control i know that i am not going to have to pick up the peices on my own. not stay i am going to turn into that wild crazy party girl, but every once in awhile it might be nice to be that girl!!
it's hard to explain and i am sure this sounds crazy, but i am for once comfortable with myself, my surrounding and i feel more confident than i have in years! i do want a family soon, so why not enjoy this confidence with a carefree attitude while i have the ability too?
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